It goes on 3 Forbidden Affection

It goes on:
Forbidden Affection



All that feelings deep inside of each and every one of us.
They are unshared because of the hatred that comes by them being different.
And it hurts having them deep inside my soul.
To love someone and never be able to tell that person everything.
It’s hard to live in this harsh world.

In all this hate love is nothing more than a word.
Depressed because of that I stand alone against this hate.
Never allowed to be with the person I love.
And the reason for that is none other than me!
That is just pathetic.

It’s sad being different from the others around me.
Being hate by them because of the real me.
These feelings inside of me are devastating and painful.
It hurts to love that person and to never be with him.
But different people are not allowed to love.

I can never tell that person how I feel.
Since I am way too different from the others.
I am not allowed to have any affection towards my beloved one.
So close and yet so far away in two different worlds.
I cry alone because of being this thing I am inside.

It’s all because of that which is locked inside of me.
My demon and my salvation.
But I can never let it free no matter what.
If it’s free it will destroy my whole existence.
I must kill my affection and swallow the bitter tears.

Feelings are not for the likes of me.
I am not allowed to have them since I am different.
They belong to only the normal people.
Who are not monsters like me!
I am not what that person deserves.

So I will hide my affection so the person I love may live happy!